what did i do to deserve this?

i am in such a state of shock that i am having trouble expressing the extreme happiness that i should be feeling. it's been about 7 hours and the excitement is just starting to overcome the disbelief.

i got a guitar today.

my very own guitar...
from the most amazing boyfriend in the entire world... mine.

i can't believe he bought me a freaking guitar. i can't believe that people believe in me that much that they would spend themselves to equip/enable/encourage me to go after a dream. i am speechless. humbled. so thankful.

it's an amazing guitar. i will post pictures as soon as i take some. it was my choice between two - and when i picked this one up to play it, i started writing a song, immediately (no words yet, but they'll come). beautiful.

i know i haven't written anything on this blog for a long time - that's because i have been too busy. perhaps i will update soon on all the busyness, but this was just too good of a thing not to share with the internet. :)

:) < if you could see me - the soft smile, and the way my eyes are shining - you would know how incredible this [he] is.